OVERCOMING SELF DOUBT

​​ OVERCOMING SELF DOUBT 

Birds are from the same kingdom

Like Mr Bruchell 

Man tame them captive

And soul them to will

 Like the Parrots of England

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        ~You are stronger than you know~
Your heart is always thumping when you wince a feeling that you can do way better than you have always done.You want to grow a triumphant goose bump when people choke from the smoke of an impressive thing you do to a perfect. You detaste mockery or criticism but you are deprived by catastrophy your constant hesitation.

You like to try.  You like people  who try.  Little  advice, you give.  They feel inspired by your wisdompedia😁. Applaud!

  Have you ever sat down to branch your swinging thoughts to one side of your past thread? The answer is- yes,  no,  or kind of. 

If “Yes”-
How did you pass that test? How did you scale through that interview? Why did spectators wow at your performance?  There was something  you did with determination and got it  just right.
What was your inspiration? Whether they were done on impulse or self conscious control, the most important  question  is: were they done with true conviction that doing that very thing at that material time was the best decision to take? If yes- Keep it up. Use this as your sword to tear off Self-doubt.

If “No”-
It means you must have been getting  it wrong  somehow and you need to reinforce  you self-belief. Self-belief  is more practical as compared to philosophical. You actually  have to share.
If the philosophies and contributions of Phythagoras, Socrates, Einstein,  William Shakespeare  (name them) were kept in the confines of  their thoughts, imagine what science,  arts and general knowledge would  have been.
They must have had one tiny reason to underestimate and feel their feelings or ideas were not so relevant.

 I used to be drenched in self-doubt. So much so that I rather clap for someone and have a lot of “things that help”to tell them.  I don’t do same for myself. Now I believe that  my instincts is the only priceless God’s gift I can truly call my own.

If, “Kind of”-

What if you take the world as an examination. Not examination in the academic. No  not that.  I mean the self examination. You take a dual role. Write the exam and be the judge.  Choose to be liberal or lenient. Judge yourself.

     Here is a Poem I wrote for this:

              “Interdependence”
Birds are from the same kingdom
Like Mr Bruchell
Man tame them captive 
And soul them to will
Like the Parrots of England.
Choice is Man’s
To :
quench their hunger
or fire their feedache.
Choice is Man’s
To :
Make them lovely
Like the Fischer
Or angry
Like the Yellow Birds.

Pneumatized birds are Prideful 
of their struts for being criss-crossers
Gliders are prideless
Vibrant as ‘Pelagornis sandersi
Yet Birds are from the same kingdom

Hollow bones are specie-fic 
It matter not which bird land fully fed like belching mountain 
It matter not who is Master careless 
When they flock together
They all land
And on different sand particles
never arriving same way
              Such is human circle 
Ending at a circumference 
Tick Tough, Thick Rough
Age clocks
And As foes or friends 
Apes or Homosapein
Fools(ers)or Thinkers
Black-Brown-Gold-Grey haired
All shall meet
And at different points of 
Life’s curve.

Tip: write down that thing you just told someone  who confided in you on something.
Go back to it later.
Advice yourself too.

Quotes.

“Ban, delete, shred,  obliterate the words:” I am not good enough” Karen Salmonsohn 

” Give God your weakness and he will give you his strength ” http://www.brainy quotes.com

“Start by doing what is necessary ; what’s possible; suddenly you will be doing the impossible” Francis of Assisi 



  >Do not underestimate the power of self advice thereby undermining yourself.  This will help you evaluate  yourself that is when you will understand people’s evaluation of you. 
>Don’t cook yourself to taste delicious in someone else’s tongue. Cook yourself to taste delicious in your own tongue. 
> Self doubt should not be the reason for interdependence. Believe in yourself and overcome it.

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By Hadizat Motherconfessor

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